Heyyyyyy.

Whew!

How am I feeling, you say? Good! Great, really. I’m relaxed. I’m communicative. I’ve honestly been laughing all day. I decided to ride this wave of well-being straight into this entry.

I talked to Prince this week. I don’t know how I ever manage to forget the love that I have for that man. It has been five years since we first met and going on two years since we have last seen each other, but every time we speak I’m transported right back to the thick of our friendship. Not dating him has always been my greatest regret. In my typical contrary manner, the fact that he was perfect for me was a major turnoff. We settled into the most comfortable of friendships. He was always there for me and I for him. He is coming to visit soon. This time I will make things right.

Speaking of making things right, I’ve become reattached to another one of my exes. Capone and I had a terribly messy split but we were beginning to come back together as the friends we really should have always been. It is kind of hard to abandon your first love. We were in contact on a fairly regular basis last month but he seems to have disappeared off of the face of the planet. He’s the kind of guy you worry about, I never trust that he is truly safe and secure. I can hear you. “Why do I need to know this?” My mother often accuses me of this same type of “now you see her, now you don’t” type of behavior. Capone’s absence is really making me evaluate how I treat the ones that I love.

I think I’m going to call home.